Clock’s ticking. Pendulum’s swinging, left and right.
My thoughts wandering, passing this dark night.
The thing about myself is that I always overanalyze something. I tend to make decisions slowly but in advance, so once I make them, I will stubbornly refuse to be convinced otherwise.
If I encounter an issue or a problem, I feel the strong need to turn it upside down, muddle over it, eyeing from different points of view, trace back and seek reasons. And more often than not, this process creates so much noise in my head and takes up too many my brain’s RAM that it finally collapses and shuts down.
O Allah The Almighty and Merciful, please give me light and show me a way to troubleshoot this.
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